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I started on my meal plan last week and at first I was feeling surprisingly fine with it, but now my fear of gaining weight and losing control is really high. I know this is going to take time and I know these feelings are brought up by my ED who is fighting for its survival. I will not let ED win. Its been ruining my life for years and it needs to stop. If you are going through something like this, remember that recovery is absolutely worth the battle. YOU are worth it. 🌼 ~J~ #edrecovery #ednos #osfed #eatingdisordernototherwisespecified #eatingdisorders #anorexicgirl #anorexiakills #anorexicboy #bulimicboy #bulimicgirl #bulimiarecovery #bingeeatingdisorder #bingeeatingdisorderrecovery #edwarrior

Because for the first time probably in my whole life I actually like my reflection and the person I see. Just a few short years ago, I couldn’t say this. I felt like if I didn’t fit into the 5’8 120 pound mold that our society perpetuates as perfect, that there was something wrong with me. Today, I’m happy I don’t fit into that mold. I’ll take my thick thighs and booty any day over starvation and constant self criticism. My body might not be “perfect” but it’s mine and I actually love me for me now. It’s been a struggle to get here. It’s been a road entangled with addiction (to anything that perpetuated weight loss... gyms, drugs, diets... you name it) a road that lead me to treatment centers for both addiction, anorexia/bulimia and constant escapism and self destruction. A road that truly held me back in every single area of my life. I’m grateful to be where I’m at and live in a body that’s capable of so much. I’m so happy to see the ideals of how women should look, act and feel shifting and changing. I’m grateful the outdated make, mold and model is crumbling. We are all beautiful but how many of us truly feel that way about ourselves? Well, I’m here to tell you you ARE beautiful and whatever flaws you think you have, they make you beautiful. Uniquely and genuinely beautiful🔮 incredible necklace by @tranquilgoddess #growth #love #appreciation #selflove #selfcare #beautyintheworld #witch #love #breakthemold #anorexiakills #recovery #magick #🌹 #🖤 #🔮 #healthy #health

Cleaning out my closet ... going through old postcards and photographs ... this one is from 2000 or 2001 when I was anorexic. I have gained 24Kgs since then and I might be a bit overweight now, but I consider myself much healthier. I have my weight for about 2 years now and I am pretty proud of my success. #anorexiakills #eatingdisorder #slowsuicide

Geez... flashback to when I was super unhealthy, self centered and a pretty broken human being.... I sure don’t miss this reflection in the mirror. Grateful for growth, love and healing🙏🏻 #reflections #flashback #gratitude #magick #anorexiakills #beautyintheworld #selfie #🌹 #🖤 #🔮

The cover art for this album was put together quickly. I noticed a recent art piece by my then boyfriend (now husband) and thought it matched the dark mental health vibe of my title Hospital Radio. He only made art occasionally and had no plans of me using this. I like to look for unfiltered situations like that. #artsy . . . As a very content, happy, socially excited person with a lot of meaning now, I understand myself and why I went through what I did. I now understand my sensitivity, my drive that can be easily misplaced, and the power of social influence. I took my love for systemizing and turned it away from anorexia and focused it on money instead. I researched what types of personalities love systems and how they can thrive. Most of all, I surrounded myself with great people and I am mindful about what I put in my brain and body. This has made all the difference. I love life, I love creativity, and I dont mind the lessons I learned from my mental health struggles. #helpothers #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #financialindependence #highsensitivity . . . #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #recovered #albumartwork #financialindependence #financialfreedom #frugalliving #personalfinance #debtfreejourney #singersongwriter #songwriter #songwriting #musicbusiness #anorexiakills #businesswoman #guitarist #meaningoflife #motivationalquotes #writersofinstagram #psychology #philosophy #hospitalization #mentalinstitution #mentalhealthstruggles #systemize

Act like you make a difference. I really try to do my very best about the second chance I was given a few years ago. By telling my story and share things I promised myself to never ever tell others, I hope to inspire others to open up and share their stories. I also hope with all my heart that this very important topic leads to discussions and eventually changes in our society. Otherwise we are going down and a very dark future is ahead of us . I mean, you are not supposed to know what a flat stomach and what a perfect nose look like when you are five years old.. #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #socialmediadestroys #kroppshets #bulimarecovery #anorexiakills #bddrecovery #ortorexiarecovery #makeadifference #addictionrecovery #mentalillness #mentalhealth #psykiskohälsa #changesocialmedia #lifecoach #therapist #terapeft #sharingiscaring #

You are beauty, You are light, You have the power to fight, You are willing, You are strong, You have the power to move on, You are kind, You are sweet, Anorexia is full of deceit, You can do this, You can let go, Finally learn to tell her no, Tell her once, Tell her again, Keep reminding her you are not friends, She will scream, She will shout, But eventually youll block her out, She will shout louder, Shell try her best, But shes the one causing this mess, Dont listen to her, Keep being you, It will get easier keep powering though... One day you will come to see, The words I speak are true and free, You can beat anorexia just wait and see, And if you need a little help just holla at me❤️ Love you guys❤️ #bethebiggerbully #beateatingdisorders #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #mentalhealthawareness #anorexiakills #ednos #eatingdisordercommunity #edfamily #youcandothis #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible

I have decided to quit modelling for maybe a long while or forever. Its a hard decision but I got a lot on me right now mostly in my head. I need to work a lot on my bodyimage, just because Ive gained weight doesnt mean that I still feel disgusted over my body and I have felt that way over my body since I was around 8 but not until the age of 13 I developed an eatingdisorder. I am not allowed to workout, Im not allowed to have a job because then I would go backwards.... since I lost my job and not moving around so much I have gained my weight back from before I had a job, I know that if I start a new job now I will loose that weight again and that is going backward and not forward, I cant let my anorexia take more control over me than it already does. Im longing for that day when I can look at myself in the mirror and see what everyone else see when they look at me. #eatingdisorderawareness #anorexia #recovery #anorexiastory #myrecoveryjourney #mylifewithmentalillness #depression #anxiety #mylifewithanorexia #mystory #myanorexiastory #aldrigensam #friskfri #anorexiarecovery #nevergiveup #speakup #anorexiakills

It’s unbelievable. This picture is actually one of the biggest reason I decided to step on my grandmas green scale, and the reason why I decided to do my very best to become skinny, beautiful and all look like the women i saw in magazines and media. I thought I was the ugliest and most awful person on this planet and I couldn’t for a minute understand how I could walk around so ugly, when I knew how the really beautiful women looked like. 17 years later I sit here and hear on the radio that anorexia are destroying younger and younger girls life. FUCK!!!! It’s not okey! We must do something! We have to destroy eating disorders. The fucking monster whom destroys millions of peoples life must die. Period. #memories #anorexiarecovery #bulimarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #psykiskohälsa #ortorexiarecovery #bddrecovery #addictionrecovery #whenitallbegan #socialmediadestroys #kroppshets #thehuntforperfection #anorexiakills #anorexiansofferbliralltfler #killanorexia #vimåsteprataompsykiskohälsa #

This week my inner demon is on the winning side.... but I wont give up. I have had trouble eating this week, like it takes me almost 1-2hours finishing a meal. Recovery is hard but remaining sick is not an option, anorexia isnt a diet it is a disease that kills you slowly not only does it kill your body slowly but it also kills your mind and tearing your soul in pieces. #anorexia #recoveringanorexic #recovering #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #recoverystory #recoveringfromanorexia #keepfighting #anorexiakills #mentalhealth #mentaldisorders #dyingtobethin #anorexiaawarness #anorexiarecovery #anorexiarecoverystory #myrecoveryjourney #mystory #mylifewithmentalillness #mylifewithanorexia #fighthard #aldrigensam #itsokaynottobeokay #nevergiveup

One more day in life....... I truly hate having anorexia, I hate the fact that everyone around me are worried about me. It is hard for me living in this hell but I cant even imagine the struggle my friends and family have when they just can stand by my side and see how Im drowning and I cant imagine how that must feel, just standing there and feeling helpless. I wish I knew how I could help them help me. I fucking hate this life but the worst part is that I dont know how a life without anorexia is like. #anorexianervosa #anorexia #mylifewithanorexia #mylifewithmentalillness #anorexiarecoverystory #myanorexiastory #myrecoveryjourney #recoveringanorexic #recovering #recoveringfromanorexia #fuckanorexia #fuckanxiety #fuckeatingdisorders #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorder #anorexiakills #family #love

My story part 5, possible TW . New Years 2016 I, like many people around the world, resolved to lose weight . I hadn’t been focusing on my weight in a few years, but after being triggered during Christmas I felt I “had” to make drastic changes . I spiraled incredibly fast into behaviors more extreme than ever before. I was losing consciousness daily, even a few times while running outside, I went to work and came home and couldn’t even focus on the TV, I just laid on the couch with no energy to move . I went days at a time without sleeping, and I showered in the dark because I couldn’t stand the sight of my body . This is the only picture I have of myself during this time, and I thought I was smiling and looking happy when I took it. There is no life in my eyes, and I was quickly approaching death . It wasn’t the first time I had been cautioned that anorexia would kill me, but it was the first time I really didn’t want that to happen . I went into inpatient care for a month followed by day program and IOP. While I didn’t want to truly let go of the eating disorder, I didn’t want to die either. Sound familiar? . This wasn’t the end of my challenges, but it did connect me to resources that would save my life later on . . . #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderawareness #eatingdisorderstory #myedstory #anorexiastruggles #anorexiarelapse #anorexiarecovery #anorexiastory #anorexianerviosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anasucks #screwana #fuckanorexia #fuckeatingdisorders #inpatienttreatment #partialhospitalization #intensiveoutpatient #recoveryispossible #anorexiakills #eatingdisorderskill #eatingdisorderrelapse #fighted #mentalillnessawareness #edfam #edfamily #edfighter #anafighter #fightingana #fightinged

Hello #edfamily 👋 Im back home now from Krakow but I havent downloaded any of my photos yet! (hence youre seeing the 3 sassy photos I got on my phone in my fave leggings🤷) but I had a wonderful time 😍 ill be posting very shortly with my experiences and food pics😋😋 I visited the Salt mines, and did a city tour!!!🌆 It was so lovely to have a break away, and although the temperatures were so low... I was so warm!!😊 Perks of having a good bit of meat on you 😋 of course the multiple sugary cappuccinos and packs chocolate shortbread biscuits helped along the way😉 I ate so much! I did so much! I saw so much! Incredible! Now anorexia has got up and fucked off Im managing to explore the world! The memories I have with my nanny are worth an unexplainable amount more than remembering her badgering on in ma ear all the time😂😂 make a bucket list you beautiful people! And without her youll see how much of it you can tick off✅ youll be surprised!! Keep eating, keep beating! Keep munchin, keep lunchin! Keep making memories and watch her fade away❤️ your hard work is paying off I promise💋 #ednos #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #selfappreciation #selfhope #selflove #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #positivity #motivation #loveyourself #anorexiakills #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #mentalhealthawareness

Just some positive quotes for a rainy Tuesday #edfighters 🌦️ Comment anything youd like me to write a post on😘 Keep fighting, keep thriving! Thinking of you! Love you guys❤️❤️ #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #recoverforfriends #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills #positivity #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #mentalhealthawareness

I think everyone deserves to hear this: Thankyou for being alive. Thankyou for being you. Thankyou for being so kind. Thankyou for being so strong. Thankyou for never giving up. Thankyou for being brave. Thankyou for trying. Thankyou for pushing through. Thankyou for caring. Thankyou for waking up everyday. Thankyou for getting dressed. Thankyou for getting out of bed. Thankyou for showing the world how amazing you are in your own way. Thankyou for being part of my journey. Thankyou for supporting me. Thankyou for loving me. Thankyou for loving yourself. Thankyou for fighting your demons each and every day. Youre incredible. Youre worth it. Youre loved. Youre special. You DESERVE life. ❤️ #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anorexiakills #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #rec #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #recoverforfamily #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit

. . Anorexia convinces you that youre beautiful. But theres no beauty in bones. . Those bones are proof of your own mortality. They are a sign that your bodys starting to shut down and give up. They cause strangers to stop, point and stare. They make you shiver uncontrollably on what is just a typically mild day. . Those bones make you stand out. But for all the wrong reasons. Those bones scream to the outside world that youre anorexic. That youre seriously unwell. Mentally ill. Physically ill. Fragile. Frail. . Everyone can see it except for you. Where they see protruding hips and collar bones, you see only fat. But can they all really be so wrong? . They tell you that you look close to death. They tell you youre emaciated and oh so pale. They tell you that the lights gone off behind your eyes. They tell you that theyre terrified you wont make it. Theyre terrified youre lost forever. . And yet you still feel invincible. Youre not that thin or that ill. Theyre all overreacting. Cant they see how big you are and how much you eat? You only wish you could see your bones instead of these layers of fat.... . But thats the very lie that is anorexia. It screws with your mind. Your brain. Your body. It lies to you and it attempts to lie to everyone else. Except youre the only one who believes it. . But this isnt you. At least not the real you. The person you were before being taken over by this insidious illness. That person was popular, funny, intelligent, ambitious, kind, loving, creative and so much more. You could have been anything you wanted to be.... . ....and you still can. Just as long as you give up this sick illness thats messing with your head. Its holding you back. Its imposing limits on you. Its dragging you down. . ITS KILLING YOU. . Trust me, theres no beauty in bones ✨💖💫 . . . #saynotoanorexia #standuptoanorexia #staystrong #keepfighting #anorexiaiskillingme #anorexiakills #bonesdontequalbeauty

. . You dont deserve to be here, at least thats what you believe. You want to get smaller, to take up less space. So you starve, you purge, you exercise and you punish your poor, frail body. . Every day you get thinner, you get lighter. And yet the guilt, the sadness, the hopelessness, the disgust, the despair, the sense of failure and the loneliness just wont disappear. The scales say youre lighter but you feel heavier than ever before. The tape measure says youre thinner and yet the mirror tells you something else. Maybe if you try just a little bit harder, lose a little bit more weight, take up even less space... . But every kilo you lose steals away a bit more of you. You become more depressed. You have less energy. You isolate yourself from the people who care about you most. You lose your sense of humour and your happiness. You throw away opportunity after opportunity. You feel left out. Youre slowly dying inside and yet life goes on without you. . Is this what you REALLY want? Probably not, but you feel helpless to fight back. Your strength and determination have been slowly sapped away by this insidious illness. Friends have moved on and youre left behind. Those close to you are preparing for the worst. Strangers stare aghast in the street. Doctors issue dire and stark warnings. . The outcome seems inevitable. Youre to join the 25% of sufferers who die prematurely as a result of anorexia. Some so tragically young. Promising lives cut short. . But it doesnt have to be this way. Anyone can recover. The length of your illness, the severity, your age, your social situation and the number of hospital admissions bears no reflection upon your ability to recover. You can ALWAYS recover if you want it enough. . Becoming ill is not your fault but recovery is a choice. A choice anyone can make. . Choose life, choose recovery ✨💖💫 . . . #chooselife #recoveryisachoice #anorexiakills #anyonecanrecover #itdoesnthavetobethisway #losingyou #anorexiaisntlife #livelife

These pictures may be shocking especially for my friends! 😢But this is my story about eating disorder.😧I had anorexia nervosa ca. 6-7 years ago. I hated myself. It has continued that I dont like myself even nowadays but everyone has said I look better now. My weight was 36kg ...😱(Im 168cm tall)and is now 80kg so I guess everyone will get it how uncomfortable it feels for me and just few weeks ago one bitch called me fat. FAT.😔 It hurt.It really hurt because I just had started to like myself.I often watch these pics and CRY cause Im not beautiful and thin anymore😢I know Im beautiful but theres bittersweet feelings. I dont want to anyone go thru that hell when you check your weight all the time and run like crazy and dont eat. I know what it feels like. If you want to say something to me private,please send me PM!🤗 I have again started to feel fine in my own skin and I do sports and drop weight but not too much. I have friends like @elina.hailie and my love Joonas watching over me and other beloved ones too. ❤I thank all of them who helped me when I needed it 🙄(was there friends who were worried but i dated one psychopath who made this even worse and burned bridges to all of them.He liked it when I just became more skinnier..)...problem is there was no one who tried to solve my problem thats why Im still so fucking insecure😧 Thanks to everyone for reading this, I try to love myself and the love grows every single day. Im surviving from this shit Ill know it!😊 Even though I have few centimetres too much on my waist or too much weight showing on scale I dont mind and think Im pretty and I dont have to be skinnier to love myself!💗 Peace and love!🙏❤Remember, youre not alone. I maybe were but looks dont matter as much as the brains!!🤗it is what it is. You can survive it if you dont have anyone to talk to then talk to me. 💗🙏 #survivedanorexia #anorexianervosa #badhealth #tooskinny #skinny #nowbetter #ilovemyfriends #anorexiakills #tryingtolovemyself #ilostweight #hurt #ifeelfat #eatingdisorderrecovery #talktome #justskinandbones #mystory #peaceandlove #shocking #wecansurvivethis #yourenotalone #dontcallmefat #scars #trauma #helpingothers #disease

Perfection is an ideal, not a reality. Its unachievable, Especially when you have an eating disorder as the goal posts will keep moving further away. #anorexiarecovery #anorexiakills #bulimiarecovery #perfectionisntreal

My message to #khloekardashian and everyone else #shakesisfake #anorexiakills

I just got this little letter and necklace from my cousin:( I’m crying this is so cute, she knows how hard I’m struggling and actually sent me this per post.

I cannot believe it has been 3 years since your passing. Yes we met in bad circumstances but our time together, our inpatient days, sharing our worries together, watching the twilight sagas, and friendship meant the world ❤️❤️❤️ You were an amazing, beautiful person whos sprit will never be forgotten. Your death and going to your funeral may not of given me any incentive to recover but it sure as hell is one of the main reasons today why I am fundraising and working my ass off to encourage others to seek help immediately and not suffer in silence ❤️❤️❤️ To think not so long ago it could have easily been me with you scares me. But that gives me that fire to keep fighting and not look back 💪🔥 #gonebutneverforgotten #lifeistooshort #earlyintervention #anorexiakills #bebrave #youarenotalone #speakup #fightforthelifeyoudeserve #nevergiveup #raisingawareness #recoveryispossible #eatingdisorders #unicorn🦄

Everything is better when youre in recovery from Anorexia and not still deep in. You feel healthier, look healthier, are happier, can stand without fainting, you can finally stop shutting everyone out and actually enjoy dinner out with other people. Plus in the case of women, you get your boobs back, I missed my boobs!! #strongnotskinny #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexiakills #strongnotskinny

OK #edfamily lets talk liquid calories whilst you stare horrifyingly at what Im like when Im drunk😂 (Im really funny😏 and like to bust a move😉) So liquid calories...this was something I found fairly difficult to overcome at first, however like many 19/20 year olds I love a good drink! (obviously safely and responsibly!😏) And I overcame it by realising that having X many drinks on a Saturday night out doesnt miraculously change your weight, I drank so so much on holiday but continued to eat as many meals and snacks as I wanted, and I came back and hadnt gained any weight! And Im a strong believer in enjoying yourself... So why deprive yourself of a good night by panicking about calories? Liquid calories dont count in a daily intake, they are not an excuse to skip a meal, and they are certainly not going to make you gain irrational amounts of weight. Life is far too short, and you need some stories to tell in the retirement home when youre old and grey, so why not make them exiting? Your teenage years will soon slip by, enjoy them whilst you can! If I hadnt of wanted to go out drinking, I wouldnt have been to see the phenomenal @piratesreloaded (totally recommended) and met the fucking fantastic @djlittleliam 😍 and the actors from the show! Its a memory Ill always remember! Anyone got any good drunken memories theyd like to share? Lets drop the stigma on liquid calories and have a vodka and red bull on me😉 love you lots angels💕 #anorexia #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #comparisonphoto #comparisonpic #positivity #ptsdrecovery #lovefood #loveyourself #selflove #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills #positivity #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #mentalhealthawareness

Know the signs save a life. #anorexiakills #ed

Is this really what you want to happen to you? #edfighter #anorexiakills

Hello #edfamily I hope we are all safe and well🌻My next post may be a slightly controversial one, however I feel it is of paramount importance to write. It is about instagram. As you know from the BBC clip, Instagram has been fundamental to my recovery, its been a fantastic forum to share my journey, and receive support and guidance. At times my instagram has been negative, but now it is very very positive... But it has always been 100% honest. The downside to this wonderful platform, are people who abuse the privileges and create an account that may be extremely triggering and harmful to others. These are the pro ana accounts. As well as these, are the recovery accounts that are possibly not completely devoted to recovery yet. At no point do I say my account isnt triggering, it may be if you scroll far enough or look at comparison pictures. But with my account you see progress, mental and physical progress. I have eaten what I have shared, my weight had gone up slowly but surely, and my mentality is much healthier. The point of this message is I want the best for all of you, each and every one, and I dont want your progress knocked by those who dont want recovery, and dont necessarily want it for others either. These accounts can have devastating effects, and really are not good for your state of mind seeing all these thinspos ect. As well as accounts where lots of food is posted, but over the years their weight has stayed extremely low. This gives a false sense of recovery, and they may not even be recovering at all. Obviously this doesnt apply to all, but genuine recovery requires weight gain if the person is malnourished, and thats a fact. It can be very slow, or very quick, but to be in true recovery it has to happen. You #edwarriors are strong enough Im sure to decide, but please dont surround yourself with destruction. Follow accounts that will benefit you! Accounts that are positive! Accounts that show the light at the end of the tunnel! Accounts that make recovery out to be as beautiful as it is! Love yourself, put yourself first, and stop surrounding yourself with negativity♥️ love you all dearly💖 #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible

Think it twice before calling a girl fat... #anorexiakills #imprettythewayiam #live #dontintimidate #women

breakdown guys, I’m not allowed to go to the gym anymore. I hate everything. I hate this disease. I hate my life. But mostly I hate myself for giving anorexia the chance to destroy me. It’s not only the thing about not going to the gym it’s also that I’m not living freely anymore. Other people are deciding what I should do and what I should eat. This isn’t life. This is hell I’m living in.

So #edfamily Im in bed poorly😣 (Sinusitis and chest infection) so I thought Id do the post about my family🌟 My family are phenomenal, absolutely incredible, I can only hope one day that I can show them how appreciative I am. I really havent made it easy for them, but theyve stuck by me throughout my journey. So heres my favourite recovery moments with them: Dad- I was in A&E (making bad choices) and refused the menu... Dad then picks it up looks at it and asks for the nurse for a portion of bread and butter pudding😂 to this day I still remember, as he made me laugh for the first time in weeks❤️ Mum- Cuddling on the hospital beds! Mum would spend all day everyday with me in hospital, and always used to jump on the bed next to me and cuddle me to sleep❤️ Nan and grandad- Nan and grandad used to bring a little fold away board game matt, it had 4 games including snakes and ladders, and I remember us all getting a little too competitive 🤔❤️ And Mittens and boots- When I was inpatient, mum and dad would put the phone on loudspeaker so the cats could hear me, and I can always remember them meowing down the phone😊 I love my little family of 7🌹 I couldnt have asked for more fantastic people to raise me. I know that I wouldnt be walking this earth if it hadnt been for them❤️ and for those who dont have a strong family, just know, I do have more biologically related family but not that I would plaster over social media for being amazing. Most of the extended family I dont talk to, because not all family are nice or kind or caring. Not all family put their efforts into you, or worry about you, not all family deserve your time. But fuck off the ones that dont, and treasure the ones that do, because youll never find diamonds that shines so brightly💎 Love you to the moon and back🌙 #family #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #comparisonphoto #comparisonpic #positivity #recoverforfamily #recoverforlife #recoveryquotes #recoveryispossible #bethebiggerbully #loveyourself #loveyourbody #selflove #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills #beateatingdisorders #recoveryaccount #realrecovery

I feel like in these past weeks my eating disorder has been getting worse and worse so I thought this account may help but tbh it doesn’t. I’m not living I’m just existing. I’m always crying, I don’t have any strength, I’m always cold even when it’s 30 degrees and I don’t have any motivation left. I distanced myself from a lot of people.. and if you still think anorexia is just about wanting to lose weight or to stay skinny then you’re so wrong. Anorexia is a mental illness that kills you on the outside and inside. Anorexia isn’t you’re friend it’s your worst enemy.

Hello #edwarriors 🏝️ its me from #palmademallorca 🌊 Just a little message to say Im okay!😊 Having an absolutely fantastic time😍 and I thought Id share some photos from today(I couldnt do the full splits because Ive hurt my leg in #magaluf but thats a story for another post😂) I have soooooo much to show you guys!!!!💪 But Im off for now to enjoy my last day tomorrow and come back Sunday😞 love you all lots and lots, so many posts to come so stay tuned and turn those notification alerts on.. Youre going to want to see this😉and please please please copy this, share it, screenshot and story it, I want as many people as possible to see how incredible recovery is💕 love you all #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #recoverforfriends #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #recoverforholidays #recoverywin #recoveryispossible #anorexiakills #recoveryisbeautiful #bodypositive #bodypositivity #bikinigirl #ocean #sea #palmanova

Death::grief::loss . . They say it gets easier. And some days I don’t think of death or grief. But when it hits, it hits like a ton of bricks. My heart is broken. A life taken too soon, by this evil disease of an #eatingdisorder. A life that changed so many life’s, including my life. 7 months spent together, fighting our demons, finding recovery together, laughing and crying together, and sharing secrets together. . . My heart may ache, and I may have bawled my eyes out. But I’m choosing to remember the good. The lives changed from Christen. M life was better because she was in it. The laughter that would make you laugh. Because her laugh was contagious. The jokes she shared. The acceptance she gave anyone and everyone. The love she gave. The nights she answered my phone calls at 2am. The encouragement. I love you Christen. . . I know you’re enjoying another birthday (32) in heaven. Dancing and making people laugh. And being YOU!!!! You made me a better person. I will fight because of you. I will keep on choosing recovery daily because of you. I will not give up, even though some days seem easier too. You’re a beautiful soul! . . I will finish on this note: I hate that addiction takes peoples lives. And it hurts. But it’s a motivator to continue on. To keep fighting. To not give up.

Post 2! Weight gain🤔 Now, I will never deny that weight gain is terrifying. It is. So lets talk through it.. Firstly you begin to realise you can no longer fit your hand round your arms. You see the thigh gap starting to fade. Its all happening too quick. Youre overwhelmed. PAUSE. Is it happening too quick? In reality, YOU dont get to decide how fast it happens. Everyone is different, but YOUR BODY is trying to put the weight on quickly as its trying to protect you. It wants you to be healthy quicker to prevent long term damage. All your body ever wants to do is protect you, and now your starting to see a joey pouch (weight round your belly) here we go again! Another protective storage mechanism. Thats your bodys way of saying until I can trust you to feed me enough and regularly Im just going to keep a reserve right here to keep your organs going. That reserve can sit there for up to 2years! But dont worry, it will go. And by this point your skin cells and muscle tissue are replenishing more and more towards its normal cycle, the electrolytes are balancing themselves, youre getting stronger. You go through a chubby phase, this is mostly water. Your body is doing all it can to re nourish you. But soon, the water disperses, the weight begins to shift, you begin to feel more confident. You get a bum, you cant see the bones, you have less and less reminders of what she did to you. Your skin is glowing, you have more energy. And most importantly you are healthy. And last but not least... You are you again, no longer in her suffering. Im always here guys, remember that❤️ #anorexianervosa #weightgain #anorexiakills #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #comparisonphoto #comparisonpic #positivity #ptsdrecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #recoveryispossible #recoverforfamily #recoverforlife #recoveryquotes #recoveryisworthit #bethebiggerbully #youcandothis #positivity #ptsdrecovery #lovefood #loveyourself #selflove

Hey #edfamily 😊 wanted to show you some photos from a little photo session me and @j.mumma had! It was a lovely way to show how proud of myself I am, get in touch with nature🌿🐝 and have some fun with mum❤️ Thank you all for the support you give me! This instagram account is truly part of my life. It gives me a huge purpose! I love looking through and seeing what youre all up too, and I love seeing you all get better 😍 I have complete and utter strength in every single one of you! Youre all so so strong and brave, its phenomenal and theres nothing you cant do! Keep fighting and power through 🌟 I promise its greener on the other side✨ love you💖 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anorexiakills #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #loveyourself #beconfident #bestong #staystrong #bethebiggerbully #bodypositivity #bodypositive #intouchwithnature #photoshoot #aztecprint #blondey #recoverforfamily #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit

Right guys! Food/what I eat: So its actually difficult to remember to take photos of what I eat now a days🙄 so heres a few! I eat...alot. Im always going out to dinner with my boys! Do I count any calories? No. Do I restrict? Absolutely not! But if I have a bad stomach Ill have dinners like picture 5, jacket potato, or pasta for a few days before I have a greasy burger. But for me, thats OK. I am weight restored, meaning I can judge myself whether I eat too little or too much. Its called balance, and its a wonderful skill to have. Every individual eats different amounts, but if you are NOT weight restored you will need to eat more to get yourself back to healthiness❤️ Remember food is to be enjoyed! Explored! Created! Food is a beautiful masterpiece! Its something that awakens your senses and taste buds! Food keeps you alive, keeps your bones developing, your muscles repairing, your cells replenishing, your hair nourished, your nails strong, your heart beat steady and so much more. Your body needs food to fuel its self, and food is not the enemy! Food is not only health benefits, its social too! Some of the best bonding time is over food! For example cake at a party, a meal for someones birthday, cookies at a toddlers tea party! By avoiding food, you not only miss the nourishment, you miss the laughter and the bonding time with loved ones❤️ if theres anything I regret, its not having enough ice cream with my grandad these past years but Im changing that! And you can too! But dont just eat to live... Live to eat💪 and if youre like me, drink 6 cups of coffee with sugar in a day, youll always be bouncing 😉 post any questions for me below guys😘😘 #anorexia #fooddiary #anorexiakills #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #recovered #positivity #foodisamazing #lovemunch #lovefood #loveyourself #selflove #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat

(TW) Lost again on weight. Today just 200grams, but have so badly stomach pain and my weight is terrible. 35,6kg. How am I gonna deal with that? #recoverymust #edfighter #anorexiakills #helpme

Thanks Facebook for this throwback!....this haircut... inspired by wanting men to acknowledge me something as more than pretty, and wanting women to take me seriously... and my poor, poor brows😱 #anorexiakills #throwback #flashback #unreal #shorthair #blondie #blondelife #🖤

Boyz havin’ a blast in the pool🍆🙊💦 #migos #royalwedding #blacklivesmatter #compost #anorexiakills

Wasnt sure what picture to put so please enjoy a picture of me and my absolutely gorgeous god daughter❤️❤️ So!!! Here are my next 4 posts in order of votes! 1.what I eat 2.weight gain 3.self care 4.family AND..... I will do my giveaway after those 4 posts! (because Im undecided what to do yet🤔) Exiting!!!!! 😍 Keep your eyes peeled warriors! And in the mean time, keep yourselves safe, Im always here for you❤️❤️❤️ #anorexia #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #comparisonphoto #comparisonpic #positivity #ptsdrecovery #lovefood #loveyourself #selflove #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills #positivity #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #mentalhealthawareness

BOO😱 Ah dont get too scared its only me😏 I say that, but looking at these pictures IS kinda scary. So lets begin with the comparison photos, I love being able to make comparison photos! And they are so beneficial if they are used in a positive way! I completely understand that when people compliment you, if you cant see it, you wont believe it. So prove it to yourself! #comparisonpic is the one thing that you (or the anorexia) cant disprove! Go on, give it a go... Can you honestly tell me I look better before🤔 no! Because putting the pictures side by side will draw you first into looking at the scary one where I look gaunt and thin and frail, then your eyes will divert you to the now pictures, and notice the healthy proportions compared to the bones, the glowing skin rather than the acne, thicker hair, better smile... And BOOM! Point proven😏 Comparison pictures are an amazing way to look at your progress in times that you may need a boost, they are a way of seeing two very different times in your life and making an affirmed decision to which one you prefer. Do I prefer going to the gym for hours a day? Absolutely not! Personally, I havent been to the gym since that photo, because I hate it! Id much rather be eating steak and putting instagram stickers on my car😏 My point is, anorexia believes the skinnier you are, the more beautiful you look, and she can tell you that people calling you pretty are lying to you.. But can photographs lie? Disprove her, prove yourself👊 Id love to see any of your comparison pics so please do tag me in them warriors👈 Im right here beside you and will help you all the way🎈 and if anyone on this account drives past my car give me 3 beeps and Ill know its one of my #fighters 💪 #anorexia #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #comparisonphoto #comparisonpic #positivity #ptsdrecovery #lovefood #loveyourself #selflove #bodypositivity #thicc #bethebiggerbully #motivation #quotes #selfcare #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills

Cant believe Im turning 20 tomorrow surrounded by everyone I love 😍 (and @danielleskiltonblog and god squish who I dont have a selfie with🙄and many others!) lifes really given me some pretty awful cards to play this year😞 but Im battling on and Im so exited for tomorrow and simply ford with @thedivisioncarclub and papa on Sunday! Really feeling positive tonight 😊 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #edrecovery #anorexiakills #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #birthdaygirl #exited #withmyboyfriend #withmyfamily #throwback #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #lovefood #loveyourself #selflove #simplyford #birthday #godchildren #bestfriends #family #buzzing #lovemyjob

Hey Bub, today marks 6 months since you have been gone. I can tell you, you are the last I think of at night and the first when I wake but life is very different without you around. April has been a hard month as 6 months confirms you didn’t just go on holidays, perhaps it was the first month it started to feel real. When it happened, I wasn’t sure how life would play out. There are times I think of you and laugh and smile at our memories (that time we performed “whip it” with the emergency fire hats - got in trouble and couldn’t contain our laughter whilst being lectured - like pretty sure we wet our pants) and other times I can be walking along or in the middle of Yoga, think of something little and the tears will come but have put that into making change. I have become one of Gang of Youths biggest fans - yeah fan girl and all! You always let me know you are around with warm little goosebumps though. Your mum and I have become close and this I am forever grateful for. I tell her about your prime days (yes I tell her everything, always get carried away with too much info) and she tells me about when you were little. We still keep you alive. Mab points to your photo and remind her of her God Mum, Aunty Bec. Even though you gone we still a team. See you in my dreams, I love falling asleep to see you ❤️❤️ Miss and Love you Bec - Mab & Lex (we still the one syllable club) x . . #becspam #6months #love #bff #sisters #eatingdisorders #edrecovery #anorexiakills #health #gorgeous #rip #mentalhealthawareness #nutrition #brisbane #brisbaneblogger #forever #nondiet #bestfriends #mentalhealth #wellness #bodypositive #butterflyfoundation

Anorexia nervosa is a rare illness, and its the deadliest of mental illnesses with 5% possibility of death. 💀 Even though its rare, people recognise it, but only few really understand it. The illness is like a parasite feeding on the patients starvation. Any healthy eating habits and thoughts get turned into twisted ideas, it causes anxiety and fear and thus, rejection of healthy habits.😶 Recovery is the illnesss enemy, and it will do anything in its power to survive. But if it survives, the patient will eventually die.😓 So if you think you or your friend might have an eating disorder, please get help. You can recover. dont let that awful parasite of an illness win. you can do this and you are worth it❤️ ~J~ #anorexiakills #anorexicgirl #anorexicboy #anorexiarecovery #ana #mia #mentalillnessisreal #mentalhealth #mentalillnessawareness #mentalhealthawarenes #endthestigmaofmentalhealth #endthestigmaofmentalillness #endthestigma #youarenotalone #itsoktonotbeok #itsokaynottobeokay #anxietydisorder #depression #panicdisorder #eatingdisorder #anorexianervosa #bulimianervosa #bingeeatingdisorder #ednos #chronicfatiguesyndrome #youarebrave #youarestrongerthanyouthink

Having a lot of setbacks with my recovery this week. I’m feeling discouraged but trying to stay positive and think healthy! #edrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #smallsteps #teamrecovery #anorexiakills #fightingmydemons #healthysnack #healthylifestyle #justkeepswimming

Good/disgustingly wet and rainy afternoon babies!😂😋 Youve probably noticed Ive started to post more regularly... And why you ask? BECAUSE I MISS YOU GUYS😌and obviously I love you all so much and want you to be safe and happy and healthy😊 SO to cheer you up if youre feeling down I thought Id show you some pictures of today! It was the Wheels day show! I came back like fucking soaked and muddy😥but it was so worth it! I was in my element😍 And because I have some FABULOUS CHUNK on me now.. I wasnt freezing stiff!🎉 (perks of recovery😉) and because Ive done so much walking Im STAAARRRVING so me and @jamiewheeler54 are going out for a meal later and I cant wait😍 and remember #edwarriors thats OK! If you have a particularly busy day, you will most likely be more hungry! So listen to your body! Because its speaking sense😘 it needs extra nutrition to help repair your muscle tissue and replenish your cells, so be kind to yourself💗 Im going out drinking tomorrow night too! 🎉 so ill be resting before! No matter how lovely youve been recovered you still need to treat yourself nicely😘 love you! #anorexia #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexiakills #anorexianervosa #recoverforfriends #recoveryispossible #positivity #bodypositive #bodypositivity #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat

Good evening babies😴Im so tired! But its half term after tomorrow🎉 I need a rest😩 but hey! Just a post about the journey of recovery. Recovery isnt straight forward, its not a smooth easy ride. It isnt a walk in the park, and it CERTAINLY isnt a quick fix. Recovery is a decision. And a life choice. You need to be 100% committed. Youll need to be brave, and patient with yourself. Saying that, you also need to allow yourself to have bad days because youre human! Someone without an ED even has bad days.. So of course you fighters will do too! Let yourself scream and cry when you need to! But let yourself be happy in the good moments! Basically, what Im trying to say is.. This is YOUR RECOVERY. So it wont be the same as anyone elses, but thats a good thing. It means you can learn how your brain works, and youll grow as an individual. Take your time. Dont push yourself too hard. Allow yourself time and space to just take a breath and calm. You can. You will. This is your recovery. And only you can can get yourself upto the starting line and ready to go. I believe in you all babies, youll get there! Im sat at the finish line waiting for you all💗 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverforfamily #recoverforlife #recoveryquotes #recoverforboobs #recovertogether #recovertolive #youcandothis #positivity #bodypositive #bodypositivity #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills

This really puts things into perspective. In the first photo was fake happiness, pain masked behind makeup and a fake smile. Even to smile, my jaw ached, and I could hear my bones scraping inside my face. My skin was aged, my lips were dry. And now? I have cheeks! Actual cheeks! No wrinkles that make me look old before my time.. No scraping bones.. No glazed eyes... No weak and broken hair.. No horrendous spots.. Im free! Free from the pain, free from the misery, free from the nightmare, free from anorexia. This #progresspicture should also highlight how anorexia lies to you. In the first photo she told me I looked beautiful, she said everyone was jealous of my looks because I was so thin. Dont trust her. She doesnt think to mention about how dehydrated and sick you look. She wont tell you that you look Awful! Anorexia isnt your friend. She never was. And never will be. #throwback #progresspic #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #recoverforfamily #recoverforlife #recoveryquotes #recoverforboobs #recovertogether #recovertolive #youcandothis #positivity #bodypositive #bodypositivity #bethebiggerbully #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #youcandothis #youarebeautiful #beat #anorexiakills

You guys are hearing from me twice in one week you lucky buggers😉😋 hehe anyway!!! I will be doing a LIVE Q&A at 10am SATURDAY MORNING! So schedule me in your busy diaries😉 and please please PLEASE post any questions below‼️↘️and parts of my live video will even be part of the TV Documentary! How exiting😁 thats my first news! Second news for any of you local, or interested in cars, or just want to explore the car world, like I said on my last post should get yourselfs to The Division meet! All us admins have been working non stop to make this meet happen! And its confirmed! Sunday the 22nd of April 7pm at Farnborough gate! 🎉 the more the merrier! Find The Division on Facebook and the event will be on there! Its all go go go in my life right now angels and it feels FUCKING FANTASTIC😀 Ive worked so hard to get here and like everyone told me, climbing the mountain was a task but the view is 100% worth it! Love you all so so much 😍 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #ptsdrecovery #ptsdawareness #fuckingepic #loverecovery #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recovertogether #recovertolive #recoverforfamily #recoverywin #recoveryhumor #anorexiaisnotmyfriend #anorexiakills #bethebiggerbully #loveyourself #selflove #selfcare

Hello gorgeous #edfamily 💞 My update! Work is going amazingly! So much so Ive decided to begin to train as a primary school teacher rather than just a 1-1 and I will then go on to specialise as SENCO! Our car group The Division (ill tag all the admins) has over 3k members! And Ive spoken to @beatingeatingdisorders who are sending me a fundraising pack as we are devoting a car meet to raising awareness for eating disorders💪(details to come) also my filming for BBC3 hopefully begins at the start of April! My PTSD therapy begins soon also, but Ill tell you that later. Ive put up some more comparison photos! Reason being because I think its very important to reflect on what we have achieved! No matter how big or small, you DESERVE to be proud of yourself! You DESERVE to boost your confidence! I make a habit of looking back, and then thinking of all the ways Ive progressed! Im no longer anorexic Jodie IM JODIE FUCKING LEIGH WHO IS ADMIN FOR A CAR GROUP, WHO MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN CHILDRENS LIFES EVERY DAY, WHO EATS WHEN SHE FUCKING WANTS, LOOKS AFTER HERSELF, CAN PICK UP HER GOD CHILDREN AND NOT BREAK A BONE AND IM AWESOME! And thats what you need to say babies, whether you manage a step or a mile, youre a god damn warrior. You are brave. You are strong. You were put onto this earth for a reason even if you havent found it yet. You deserve food. You deserve fun. Think to the future! What do you want from life? I want to train to be a teacher, get a place, get a new car, have children etc... And none of that I could do with anorexia sat there. Dont let her cloud your judgement. Youre on this earth once, and she wants to take you off all too quickly. Shes nothing. A waste of space. A nuisance. Fuck her off. And flourish!🌼 Remember Im always here for support, and I believe in every single one of you. Id like to do a live Q&A Sunday so comment your questions! 🌻 #staysafe #selflove #anorexiakills #anorexia #recoverforfamily #recovertogether #recoverforlife #recoverforfriends #recoveryisworthit #recoverforboobs #recoverforlove #ednos #selfcare #bodypositive #comparisonphoto #comparisonpic #positivity #ptsdrecovery #ptsdawareness #throwback

Hello babies, your support on my last post was absolutely incredible💖 Im still struggling with the PTSD a lot, but Im still swimming🐙 and I thought Id share some pictures with you from my weekend in Brighton🌈 When anorexia was involved, I would never have had so much fun. As you can see I was swinging from trees like a monkey, exploring beautiful nature, being FREE🌞 My legs carried my weight beautifully, my arms were strong enough to pull me up. Physically I felt like Id never been ill. And actually, I forgot. I had many moments of complete emptiness inside my brain, which was so peaceful. Instead of getting a moments silence and being roared at by her, I had the moments silence and... Silent. And it allowed me to think of the things I wanted to be thinking off! For example taking part in a new series on BBC3 to discuss surviving and beating anorexia and starting the filming soon😍 and the fact I have my third godchild on the way😍 and that its my birthday in a couple of months! (star wars day may 4th😉) What Im trying to say, is that anorexia makes you feel that her opinions are more important than hers, that you are unnecessary and stupid. But its pure tranquillity when shes gone and you can sit and think inside your own brain without feeling unsafe, or vulnerable. I wouldnt have been able to live life like I am with her still dominating me, so she had to go. She may have claimed to love me, but shes a liar. You dont destroy someone you love, you dont constantly make them feel worthless, you dont pick on them about their weight, you dont laugh at them to make them feel conscious, you dont turn them against their friends so they become isolated and trapped by you. If youre reading this anorexia, no matter whos brain you are inflicting, youre not my friend babes🖕and I will help anyone to realise that you arent their friend either. Anorexia is a bully, she kills and feeds of the bones of her victims. She doesnt deserve your love. And you dont deserve her pain. BE FREE EXPLORE THE GORGEOUS LITTLE ROCKS AND MISSHAPEN TREES AND AWKWARD FLOWERS AND CLIMB TREES AND SIT ON 8TH FLOOR WINDOWSILL IN A T-SHIRT AND PANTS AND HAVE A COFFEE.

That One... She is special to me... 68 Years Ago Today... One of the most musically inclined women in history was born... And for 32 years she spent every single day trying to be all things to all people and she failed... She was someones Daughter, Sister, Band Mate, Soul Mate, impeccable drummer... Great friend to all... Amazing song writer... And she had one of the most hauntingly beautiful voices of ALL TIME... but in the end she was also a perfectionist, a self loathing person, and eventually a full blown Anorexic... She would be the first Famous Person to publicly loose that battle and I will miss her forever and a day... As Time Goes By... Im gonna find a big piece of cake and eat it all... Just for her... #onthisday #onthisdayinhistory #onthisdayinmusichistory #anelephantnvr4gets #rememberingkarencarpenter #karencarpenter #thegreatkarencarpenter #musiclegend #hauntingvoice #musicicon #musichistory #drummersdoitbetter #ilovedrummers #imgoinghomewiththedrummer #gonetoosoon #gonebutneverforgotten #thecarpenters #rainydaysandmondays #superstar #dontyourememberyoutoldmeyoulovedmebaby #anorexiakills #gethelp #eatingdisorderskill #godblesskarencarpenter #history #historychick #historynerd #historygeek #historygirl

The POWer of POW - Its National Eating Disorder Awareness Week (Feb 26-March 4). A brave testimony about finding the inner strength to ignite a mental change and use exercise to ADD to your life, not subtract numbers on a scale. 💥 @alexannmorrison If you need help or want to help ➡️ nedawareness.org || BODYpow gave me a reason to enjoy working out again. Going from a buff college swimmer to wasting away at the mercy of an eating disordered mind warped the meaning of exercise in a girl for whom perfectionism was already a struggle. Running 10 miles per day on an empty stomach does not make you feel strong physically or mentally, despite what your mind may trick you into thinking. The POWer of POW teaches what exercise can ADD to your life, not how it can subtract numbers on a scale or inches between your thighs. It empowers you to do you, unapologetically, whether you feel like giving 30% or 150% on a given day. Long gone are the days when Id run 10 miles and finish feeling broken down and fatigued. BODYpow put the fun back into working out and now I feel strong and emPOWered at the end of my workouts. 💥 Thank you for all of the positive in a culture that praises your quantity of negative space. 🙏🏻  #ad #youdoyou #choosemusclesoverbones #bodypow || #NEDawarenessweek #neda #eatingdisorder #revovery #ifyouseesomethingsaysomething #anorexiakills #bodypowlive #bodyweightworkout #strong #strength #choosefitness #fitlife #POWerofPOW #pow ➡️http://BODYpow.com/live

Gnocci, veg and cheese sauce. The cheesy sauce was 1/2 spoon of olive oil, flour, almond milk, onion, garlic and 1 tablespoon nootch. Can tell you, that dinner was heaven! Sending lots of love and strength to everyone, who had the patience to read the caption. 😝 What are we eating for? We eat to nourish our body, so damaged tissue can be repaired and weve got energy to actually be able to enjoy life. So why do we starve ourself, why do we damage that precious body we got. What do you get out of listening to the destructive voices. Right: Literally nothing that weighs out m not to being able to survive. #vegan #veganrecipes #vegandinner #vegangnocchi #getyourveggies #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #edrecovery #edfamilly #anorexiakills #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #nourishyourself #eattherainbow

Y-E-S ! This picture Is the Face Of a True Winner Celebrating life for 14 years today After recovering of dreadful anorexia No shocking pictures of a living corpse, for anorexia has a truly evil face, and evil deserves no face. N-O ! This is a tribute to all strongest (wo)men, who have stepped out of themselves to tackle the biggest of all challenges, and find joy in life again #nomoretaboo #sickofit #overcominganorexia #anorexiakills #anorexianervosa #strongisthenewskinny #nothingwillstopme #proud #nochallengetoobig #bendablenotbreakble #theonlywayisup #notoriousrunner #believeinyourself #youaretitanium #tarmactrut

35 years ago today on February 4th 1983,  A mother walked up the stairs to wake her daughter for breakfast, when she knocked and got no answer she opened the door to find her daughter sprawled out, face down on the floor in front of her closet, obviously dead... Tho they tried to save her. That girl was 32 year old Karen Carpenter. One of the greatest, most haunting voices of all time and One half of the world famous group The Carpenters Along with her brother, Richard, they created some of the best songs of all time. As beautiful and talented as the world saw her, she was filled with terrible demons that refused to allow her to see how amazing she truly was. She was the first famous person to publicly battle Anorexia Nervosa and The first famous person to publicly loose that battle. How I wish she could have know what she truly meant to this world, the world of music, and how much she is missed... May she forever Rest In Peace and may her talent, her story, and her voice live forever... #onthisday #onthisdayinhistory #onthisdayinmusichistory #musiclegend #hauntingvoice #thecarpenters #anelephantnvr4gets #gonetoosoon #gonebutnotforgotten #anorexiakills #karencarpenter #rememberingkarencarpenter #ripkarencarpenter #legends #legendsneverdie #ilovedrummers #imgoinghomewiththedrummer #drummersaresexy

35 years ago today on February 4th 1983,  A mother walked up the stairs to wake her daughter for breakfast, when she knocked and got no answer she opened the door to find her daughter sprawled out, face down on the floor in front of her closet, obviously dead... Tho they tried to save her. That girl was 32 year old Karen Carpenter. One of the greatest, most haunting voices of all time and One half of the world famous group The Carpenters Along with her brother, Richard, they created some of the best songs of all time. As beautiful and talented as the world saw her, she was filled with terrible demons that refused to allow her to see how amazing she truly was. She was the first famous person to publicly battle Anorexia Nervosa and The first famous person to publicly loose that battle. How I wish she could have know what she truly meant to this world, the world of music, and how much she is missed... May she forever Rest In Peace and may her talent, her story, and her voice live forever... #onthisday #onthisdayinhistory #onthisdayinmusichistory #musiclegend #hauntingvoice #thecarpenters #anelephantnvr4gets #gonetoosoon #gonebutnotforgotten #anorexiakills #karencarpenter #rememberingkarencarpenter #ripkarencarpenter #legends #legendsneverdie #ilovedrummers #imgoinghomewiththedrummer #drummersaresexy

35 years ago today on February 4th 1983,  A mother walked up the stairs to wake her daughter for breakfast, when she knocked and got no answer she opened the door to find her daughter sprawled out, face down on the floor in front of her closet, obviously dead... Tho they tried to save her. That girl was 32 year old Karen Carpenter. One of the greatest, most haunting voices of all time and One half of the world famous group The Carpenters Along with her brother, Richard, they created some of the best songs of all time. As beautiful and talented as the world saw her, she was filled with terrible demons that refused to allow her to see how amazing she truly was. She was the first famous person to publicly battle Anorexia Nervosa and The first famous person to publicly loose that battle. How I wish she could have know what she truly meant to this world, the world of music, and how much she is missed... May she forever Rest In Peace and may her talent, her story, and her voice live forever... #onthisday #onthisdayinhistory #onthisdayinmusichistory #musiclegend #hauntingvoice #thecarpenters #anelephantnvr4gets #gonetoosoon #gonebutnotforgotten #anorexiakills #karencarpenter #rememberingkarencarpenter #ripkarencarpenter #legends #legendsneverdie #ilovedrummers #imgoinghomewiththedrummer #drummersaresexy

35 years ago today on February 4th 1983,  A mother walked up the stairs to wake her daughter for breakfast, when she knocked and got no answer she opened the door to find her daughter sprawled out, face down on the floor in front of her closet, obviously dead... Tho they tried to save her. That girl was 32 year old Karen Carpenter. One of the greatest, most haunting voices of all time and One half of the world famous group The Carpenters Along with her brother, Richard, they created some of the best songs of all time. As beautiful and talented as the world saw her, she was filled with terrible demons that refused to allow her to see how amazing she truly was. She was the first famous person to publicly battle Anorexia Nervosa and The first famous person to publicly loose that battle. How I wish she could have know what she truly meant to this world, the world of music, and how much she is missed... May she forever Rest In Peace and may her talent, her story, and her voice live forever... #onthisday #onthisdayinhistory #onthisdayinmusichistory #musiclegend #hauntingvoice #thecarpenters #anelephantnvr4gets #gonetoosoon #gonebutnotforgotten #anorexiakills #karencarpenter #rememberingkarencarpenter #ripkarencarpenter #legends #legendsneverdie #ilovedrummers #imgoinghomewiththedrummer #drummersaresexy

35 years ago today on February 4th 1983,  A mother walked up the stairs to wake her daughter for breakfast, when she knocked and got no answer she opened the door to find her daughter sprawled out, face down on the floor in front of her closet, obviously dead... Tho they tried to save her. That girl was 32 year old Karen Carpenter. One of the greatest, most haunting voices of all time and One half of the world famous group The Carpenters Along with her brother, Richard, they created some of the best songs of all time. As beautiful and talented as the world saw her, she was filled with terrible demons that refused to allow her to see how amazing she truly was. She was the first famous person to publicly battle Anorexia Nervosa and The first famous person to publicly loose that battle. How I wish she could have know what she truly meant to this world, the world of music, and how much she is missed... May she forever Rest In Peace and may her talent, her story, and her voice live forever... #onthisday #onthisdayinhistory #onthisdayinmusichistory #musiclegend #hauntingvoice #thecarpenters #anelephantnvr4gets #gonetoosoon #gonebutnotforgotten #anorexiakills #karencarpenter #rememberingkarencarpenter #ripkarencarpenter #legends #legendsneverdie #ilovedrummers #imgoinghomewiththedrummer #drummersaresexy

Started off only 4 weeks ago as a size 10/12 now Im a size 6/8! Its not even healthy weight loss #size6 #anorexiakills #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorderhelp #notproana #gainweight #anorexiarecovery #stress #stresstrigger #youwontwin

I heard the statistic tonight that 25% of People with eating disorders will die from it. • And I’m struggling to view it as a just a statistic. Not a challenge. Not a promise. Just a statistic. One that I don’t have to become. • Because that means there are 75% who don’t. • And I’d much rather fight to be part of that group. • #recovery #realrecovery #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #justbreathe #anorexiakills #mentalhealth #onedayatatime #soberlife

My health prob has visited me again. Anorexia made me incredibly disturb emotionally, mentally and physically. Ive been fighting and struggling to control everything that comes to.my.mind. But here I am getting used of not eating again for more than 3 days already and when people ask about what will I eat. I can hardly say a foods name since I wouldnt want a food in front of me. Im sorry for people whos getting affected unintentionally. I know.that no one will ever understand this mental health problem I have. I just have to keep it to myself a lot of times. :/ #ICanControlIt #IcryOverNightsBecauseOfThis #AnorexiaKills #ImTrying Here I am trying to think out of the budget given, what should I eat and all I can say is that Im not hungry.

Please don’t starve yourself guys. Your pretty the way you are! You have way too much to live for. #youmattertome #anorexiakills #selfesteem #staystrong #youmatter #loveyourself

One of the health issues with having an eating disorders face is vitamin d deficiency. From years of disordered patterns Ive had a few vitamin d deficiencies. Ive ruined one of my hip bones.. Its been hit and condensed in on itself like a crunchy bar. In this picture I was also on a heart monitor because low weight stresses the heart. When you dont eat your body eats itself. It eats fat...but it also eats muscle. Your body releases adrenaline to keep you going chemically which stresses the heart. My heart gets a bit jumpy so they put me on a machine for a week that would set an alarm off if I went into cardiac arrest. Eating disorders arent a fashion statement. They are hell and if you think youre having fun then youre kidding yourself. Also another fun fact.. Anorexics often have high iqs but via not eating their ability to think decreases because the brain isnt functioning due to being starved of what it needs #throwback #ngtube #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #eatingdisorder #ednos #ednosrecovery #mentalhealth #anorexiakills #mentaldisorder #vitaminddeficiency

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